Then I was on shaky ground, two of my worlds were colliding, one that contained everything that was good and cool and one that contained principles. Or, expressed in a different way, what I wanted and what I believed in. I was no bloody eco-vegetarian, for Christ's sake! That wasn't what this was about. However, it was where I ended up if I followed the logic of my basic principles.
Knausgard, 4º volume.